I'm in Love

Your untamed soft hands touch me in ways I always crave for,
Tease me in sweet ways I could never prepare for,
Hold me in between like I am the only one,
And always distract me unexpectedly when we kiss.

I can feel your Love in the movement of your lips,
A total warm pleasantness as you cling to me.
And maybe a small part of my mind actually registers the surprise,
As your warm hands reach curiously for more.

In sweetness your Love blinds me,
In my heart your Love completes me,
Come tomorrow I hope you'll still crave me,
And oh, I think I'm completely in Love with you.

I'm standing outside tonight.
I'm looking towards your window.

I'm the one to whom you run when Life tears you apart.
I'm the one who holds you in the night.
I'm the one who tells you it'll be alright.

I'm standing outside tonight.
The rain is falling all around me.
But I don't feel a thing, I'm numb....

I'm numb from shock,
As I stand here outside tonight.
I watch you lift the phone,
And I can see you type my number...

But then you set the phone down,
You never make that call.
Instead you place the phone on the bed;

And lift The Blade.

The Blade to whom you run when the pain inside wont go away.
The Blade that gives that pain escape to the surface.
The Blade that whispers lies to your heart.

I'm standing outside tonight.
And a tear rolls down my cheek,
quickly followed by another.
And another.

Soon my tears tears match the outpouring of the Sky,
As we both watch helplessly as again and again,
The Blade meets your skin.
As again and again The Blade kisses you were my lips cannot.

I'm standing outside tonight,
Calling out your name.
Begging you to stop.
Pleading with you to run to me.

I tremble with the desire to rush to your side,
And take away that Blade.
To wrap your wounds with healing,
 To hold you as I did before,
And wipe away those tears you shed.


I'm standing outside tonight.....
Won't you please come outside tonight?

I Don't Have Much....

I don't have a lot to say today.

So I'm just gonna say that I'm here for you.
No matter what you're going through,
No matter how mad you get,
No matter what.
I'm here.

I'll be here to hold you.
I'll be here to comfort you.
I'll be here to talk with you.
I'll be here to sit near you.
I'll be here to protect you.

I don't have much to offer, but what I have I will use what I have to give you the best that I can.

I Love you.
Always and Forever.

A Glimpse of Heaven

Safe and warm in your arms,
Staying close with no alarms.
Every time you hold me close,
I feel a Glimpse of Heaven.

If spending time with you,
is what Heaven feels like.....

I can't wait to get there!

I Love you!







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To you whom I love,

In the daylight hours I think of  you. You're in every other thought. And sometimes more often then that.

In the hours of night I dream of you. My mind is filled with memories. Each one special. I remember your touch. Your scent, miraculous in flavor. And I remember you.

Your not far away.
Always near in my heart.

In my thoughts you remain.
In my ear rings your name.
My heart is your domain.


I miss you.
I need to feel your embrace again.
Where did you go?
When will you return?

Please write back....

Anything is Possible

You and I were sitting in the dark. Just talking.
You asked me a question, I answered.
I asked one, you answered.

Then you asked me a question that I couldn't use a witty one liner to respond....

"What if we were separated, and the one and only way for us to be together.... was for you to kidnap me?"

Knowing that a quick answer was not the answer you wanted, I stopped to think...

I thought about us. About you. About what we do. About who we are.
And I thought about how much I love you.

Finally, after several minutes, I reply slowly, softly, "If kidnapping you was the only way... If we had tried everything else. If it was our last resort...."
"Uh huh....?"
"I would kidnap you.... If you were in any sort of danger...
I would whisk away in a heart beat.
I would take you somewhere safe...
Somewhere just for us.

Many things may stand in our way, but nothing will stop us. We will be together... Someday.
I will find a way. I know that with faith, trust, and God....

ANYTHING is possible.

I Promise

So I was talking to a friend today.
They asked me some interesting questions...

First question was "What would you do if they cheated on you?"
Second question, "What would you do if you were in a car accident, both of you were seriously injured, and they lost all memory of you?"

I thought for a second and I came up with these answers...

First, I would forgive you. Okay, so you made a mistake. I forgive you.
So you kissed him when I turned around. I forgive you.
You spent the night in his room. I forgive you.
I will always forgive you.

Second, I would never once leave your side until we recovered. And after we recovered, I would be there for you no matter what. We can make new memories. We can start new. And every time you look at me, I'll pour every drop of my love for you into that gaze. And maybe... Maybe someday... You'll remember...

"What if they never did?"

Then I will still be there until the day that you are whole again. And if that means you never remember me.... I'll get through it. Cause eventually, we'll know each other as well as we once did. No matter how long it takes.

"What if-"

I will be there. I will not abandon you. I will forgive you.
I will Love you. I will be there for you.
Always.

I promise. ♥

First Kiss

My lips graze your crimson ones, your virgin lips.
I reel back in shock, what have I done?
Have I taken your first kiss, the first time you kissed a boy?
And left your lips no longer virgin?
What have I done to you?

Am I worth it, your eyes reflect mine,
Shocked, scared, silent.
What to do now, I don't know.
_{Let's just continue.}

Our lips connected again, I shudder as I accidentally taste your lipstick.
Like peaches, an unexpected pleasure.
You deepen the kiss, gaining more experience.
I can hardly bear to breathe for the shame of breaking
This wonderful thing, as my lips touch the heavens.

People rush past us, fading in a blur. I don't really care anymore
Because you're mine
Odd stares and harsh whispers float and change in to white trash.
I don't care anymore
Because your mine

We let go, for the sake of breathe,
And I curse the need.
Spiraling down to reality, everything seems so.....
Bland....
Yet again. Until our next tryst.

You lean against me. I silently wish I was more muscular
Your head seems to droop. Sighing softly
An 'I love you' vibrates from you.
Air catches in my throat, and I'll never forget
Your first kiss.

Thank You